FET#1
It’s a….BFN…
Results are in. BFN. How utterly disappointing.
16Mar2009 | InVivo | 8 comments | ContinuedIt’s a BFN, it’s not a BFN, it’s a BFN, it’s not a BFN…
Seems like AF arrived this morning…waiting for hCG result…
It’s a BFN, it’s not a BFN, it’s a BFN, it’s not a BFN…It’s a BFN, it’s not a BFN, it’s a BFN, it’s not a BFN…It’s a BFN, it’s not a BFN, it’s a BFN, it’s not a BFN…It’s a BFN, it’s not a BFN, it’s [...]
The shifting horison of the 2ww
I dug through some poems I wrote in my early twenties, back in my dark years cloaked with seriousness and much deep thought. Perhaps a little too much deep thought and depression, but such I suppose is the environment that breeds good soil for wistful writing. I’ve been too scared to open the back-ups of [...]
10Mar2009 | InVivo | 4 comments | ContinuedFET#1 Attempt #2 Transfer
So our little squiggles were put back. 2 Little squiggles did not make it and started to degenerate. 1 Little squiggle was a lazy ass and looked pretty bright, but stagnated, alive, but not quite up to speed with the others. Squiggle 3 and 5 looked most promising, one having compacted completely and the other [...]
3Mar2009 | InVivo | 10 comments | ContinuedYippee hi yay!
Results came back. E2 levels = 661, that is well above the required 400. Feeling very happy and relieved. Next pass/fail point Monday’s thaw result, and if all goes well transfer on Tuesday…..
26Feb2009 | InVivo | 5 comments | ContinuedFET#1 Attempt #2
All is going well thus far, should be triggering this evening if my E2 results are at least 400.
Two relatively large follicles present.
Will now just have to wait and see what the E2 results are.
Will she pass the test? That my dear friends is the $mil question!
Not
Got the phonecall, estriadol not high enough so FET#1 is not proceeding this month. Sucks hairballs!
26Jan2009 | InVivo | 6 comments | ContinuedMaybe, maybe not…
Just went for CD 15 scan. 18mm Follicle, 9.1 mm endometrium. My LH did peak, but apparently my Estriadol was low 300 or somefin, and Dr.V needs it to be at least 400. So I did bloods and waiting yet again for the pass/fail call from the clinic. So maybe FET#1 will happen this month, [...]
26Jan2009 | InVivo | 0 comments | ContinuedWell, well, what do you know?!
CD14 17.2mm follicle. Wonderlik! Now I just wait for the call from Dr.V to tell me if I need to trigger or if my bloods indicate natural ovulation. This is hectic man! Imagine a 28/29 day cycle! Whoo hoo…ok, well before I get my knickers in a knot, let’s see what the bloods say.
This FET [...]
Sowing in Exile
Scavenging the internet for stories of hope (which ironically tends to upset me more than bring solace, but I still keep on looking for them *the mind boggles*) I stumbled upon this post, An Apology of sorts, you simply have to read it. It’s one of those classic posts that you will go back to [...]
8Nov2008 | InVivo | 0 comments | Continued



